MAY 2nd

well today has just been a wonderful day. started my fast and this is the first time ive done a fast, its hard im gonna admit but everytime i get hungry i jst ask for the lord to give me the strength to get over it and it works. i went to the prayer room today and was receiving words from the lord. wat a breakthrough. i know that even if the money doesnt come through that ill still love the lord and wont get angry with him. this has been the best 4 weeks of my life i believe. ive made so many friends and i feel that we are all family thats how close we are. but i know ill be upset if i do have to leave just cuz i wont be able to spend the next 5 months with these awesome people but im putting it all in the lords hands to take care of now. when i decided to do that it was like all the stress i had was lifted and i can just be happy again for these next few days. well im gonna go to the prayer room again to spend time with the creator of this beautiful world we all live in. god bless everyone